I guess I'm a newbie to this thing. I don't even know why I made one but I guess I'll give people something to read about. I've been with my incredibly sweet and generous and thoughtful boyfriend for six months now and i've loved every moment I've been with him. I seriously do feel like he completes me but there's something not right about him. Besides the fact he smokes [[cut down from like 6 a day to 3]] he just sends out this vibe that he's hiding something but I know thats impossible because I spend most of the time with him. I freaked out today when I found out one of my friends call him. Maybe there's something wrong with me. I trust him or at least I think I do but I don't know what is trust anymore really? Knowing the person wont cheat on you? Or knowing that person will fly to your side the moment you need them keeping you safe and secure?